Betrayed at 11 Years Old

The Journey Back to Myself

You told me that your

Mom was home but all

That was, was a lie,

Many feelings of betrayal,

Feelings of shame, guilt,

of loss, fear, grief, anxiety,

At times I have thought that I must have done

Something to cause you to hurt me the way you did,

That there must be sometime deeply wrong with me

And I must have a sign on my forehead

That says, here molest me,

But then I realize that you are the one

That has something wrong with you,

I froze,

I left my body and went

Somewhere far away,

My body betrayed me by

Responding to what you were doing

To me,

I wanted nothing to

Do with what you were doing to me.

I felt my body and went some where

Far away,

I was sobbing and you did not care

You took so much away

from me that day,

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