November 6, 2005
Today is Sunday and we are on holiday routine. All I have done today is my laundry, and slept most of the day away. I am really sick of being on this ship and I want us to pull into port so bad. I want to be around people that care about me and understand how I am feeling now. I want to see my sponsor and I know that when I see her, I will cry.
This underway has been really long, especially when all of this crazy crap is going on between me and my friend Daphne. We have gotten into a fight because she is getting married and she does not know this guy that well. I would not go to the wedding and she got really hurt. She started working in security and has gotten a big head about everything.
She used to be my best friend, but I have come to the conclusion that you really do not have friends in the military. They are all just acquaintances. I just think that it is better this way. Someone warned me about her and I should have listened to them. I thought that I knew her until this guy came into the picture. She has totally changed and all the rest is nothing but history.