I Trusted You

 

I thought I knew you,

Thought that you were my friend,

I thought that I could trust you,

I did not know what porn was

I did not understand what you

Were doing to me,

I was terrified and scared,

You do not realize what you have done

To me and what this has cost me,

A few days go by,

And I am still afraid,

I do not want to be around

Any of my friends,

I do not want to talk about

What you did to me,

A couple of months go by

The shame I feel is getting worse,

The tears are getting harder to hide,

I want to make this all go way,

I do not want to tell anyone

It’s getting harder to hide the pain

I must have done something to

Deserve you hurting me like this,

I am afraid of running into you again,

I do not want to near a boy again,

I do not want to trust a boy again,

I do not want to be touched again,

I hold the pain deep inside

You will never know

what you did to me.

 

 

 

 

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